DECEMBER

can .. you .. believe .. it. it seems like it was just yesterday when i was laying on the hospital bed waiting fr my fish eye to be removed. it has been a year. one freaking year. times like this is when i start reminiscing happy moments ive been through this year while i build castles in the air. (macam new year punya post pulak) okay not really but. 2010 was fast, a little too fast dont you think ? i feel like theres something missing or just something i hvent been paying attention to. a part of me says tht i keep forgetting abt who i truly am. i mean, hve you seen me when i was 12 ? or better yet 13. things changed. and sometimes i think twice. change for the better or worst ? :/ who am i kidding, i dont even know who i was back then. well , more change is up ahead of me, turning 15 is a big thing. big number, bigger responsibilities, just .yeah. dont think im ever ready for PMR. ive been reading seventeen during lessons when i shouldve listen to teachers, i dont really deserve to be in Edison anyways. i feel like an outcast. but hey, when your parents tell you what they want and when you see that spark of hope you just have to do what you have to do. but next year, no one is ever gonna be able to under estimate me. i am going to change. this time for the good :)