I love you xx

"Your little girl has grown up daddy. She lies to you about not having a boyfriend, her virgin lips are inexistent, and her clothes no longer hang below her knees. She wears makeup , she knows how to doll herself up , and she has an interest for men. However, Daddy, the only man she will forever love the most is you. She may have a million men who steal and break her heart, but you are the only one who can give your blessings and allow the right gentlemen to take your place as the new protector of the heart. I love you Daddy, signed your daughter."

Fairytales

“Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping beauty let her whole life pass by, Belle fell in love with a beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone but she chose a poor man, and Ariel, she walked on land.”

So many people dislike fairytales because it makes us believe in love, believe that a prince will swoop down and save us when something goes wrong. But I’ve come to realise that in every fairytale-like movie, every girl took a risk. Took a risk for love, took a risk in the name of love.

So, how do we know if our own fairytale won’t really happen if we don’t try, if we stop believing in love?

I know it’s hard for some of you to put down their guard and to learn to trust someone else sometimes. I know because I’ve been through it. People like us, we distance ourselves from people we genuinely like just because we are afraid to get hurt. But does building up these walls ultimately saves us from hurting?

It doesn’t.

We’ve got to know that these people, the people we are blocking out because of our own insecurities, will leave someday too. Leave for something better. Everyone will cause you pain and hurt and tears, but you have to decide who’s worth it. And when you make that decision, happiness will come to you. =)

Somebody to love

WOW HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
lama gila tak blog like whatthetoooot, no mood sorry ;p
SO, I AM NOT GONNA UPDATE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED THE LAST 2 WEEKS. too bad. LOL.
skrg tengah exams LIKE WHUUURRDD? tdi bm, english and agama. bm was so-so sbb tak ada penulisan wooohhooooo. english was ---> O.O so many big words tak paham, i can only imagine zuhaila or amirah using those words. too bombastic for my brain. haha although i wanna try and use them and shut everyones mouth with it. hehehehehehehhehehhe. back to reality, um. i could answer agama, but my target isss 70. kot. insyallah . my mars before this was 48 O.O haha i wanna improve from 5a's 1c 2d's tooooo 5a's 2b 1c HEHE. yes i still aim a freaking c for my sejarah, i literally suck.
okay i shall study for science and maths now (padahal tunggu mel and tgk night at the museum , LOL) bye xx

weh, aku ada otak jugak boleh respect sikit tak ? and mulut tu jaga sikit boleh. jangan ingat aku ni bodoh sangat.

i find straps kinda sexy, dont you think so ? hehehehe. suka sgt shoes padahal tak boleh pakai pun. zzz

I LOVE THE COLOUR. if only i could pull this off. damn, imma name you ... 'unwearable' *teardrop

NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENED IN SCHOOL YESTERDAY. but today . EKEKEKE >:)
yes its a saturday you bitches ! rebel sangat lah nk tulis kat sini. BAHAYO. ASK ME K bye ♥

i like you, scratch that, i love you (:

today i puasa-ed. so penat k :O haha. the day started out good. minus the cricket pagi2 dekat canteen. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. i brought dear dumb diary book, i feel like a .. a .. 7 year old :( baca buku with big fonts and ilustrations, but the book is soo cool. but i stopped reading it. HAHAHHAH. later lah. zzz. i have a life y'know. we had like 20 minutes before class so ... lepakz with SUP DUP. hahhahahha my baby loves . played the eye thing with arissa and izza and mel (Y) hahaha. then turns out we dont have KH. made my day wehh. hahaha. went up and saw puck. muahahaha >:) lepaked in edison for awhile, almost kantoi twice with ustazah azizan and my science/guru kelas puan zuraidah :O hahahaha. nasib tak *pheww.

then i did my sejarah and thennnn, went out again, searching for anam since it was his birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANAM ! the whole class sang for him. naww. ahha then for sivik we played teka peribahasa -.-' then moved on to charades. (Y) i remember mel describing titanic. LOL. epic faiiiiil. we asked the dudes to describe a unicorn, fairy princess, miley cyrus, william shakespear, uh ashwara rai (however you spell it) hahahha damn funny, i had to describe a dugong. seriously -.-' anddd barbie and ken from toy story 3. O.O

rehat was .. well i was puasa-ing so yeah. chit chat depan koperasi then screamed a few names 8) hahahhaha you know who . zz. then went up, our maths teacher wasnt around but we had this other teacher . forgot her name -.-' boriing lah, then we sat at the back and i laughed like mad when zue bullied syafiq, mcm sorang2 gelak mcm pshyco. hahahahaah. then i went out nak ponteng but mars sent me back to class because the teacher was too nice. hahaah then duduk in class again then went down to avi to see mars and saw puck there too. mars punya teacher came so there was me, puck and zaim. then i put my bow on his hair and he did the flip , ahahhaha so cute + funny, after that diorg ajak turun to the library, so i just followed. LOL. bla bla. malas type. a lot more stuff happened,but nah, too lazy. k bye

Photographs

LOVE ♥♥♥♥♥♥

The Last Song

I CRIEEEEEEEEEEEED. even though i havent finish reading the book, i watched the movie, sorry couldnt help it. hahaha. liam so kiuuuuut. story so saadd:"( ugh, so today, school. uh. masa geo read the paper bout this lady with 38kkk O.O fullstop. freak wei. then we made peta minda lol i sound so geek-ish, peta minda. HAHHAHAA. okay we did mind map, i have to say, its the best 'peta minda' ive made so far. colour coordination wise. (Y) oh and bm was fun, no cikgu, lepak with puck. haha. theeeeeeeeeeen science as usual, revision revision -.-' after that we talked about our ambitions, i have 5 ke 6 jap lemme list down

1. pilot
2. marine bioligist
3. conservationist/enviromentalist
4. paedriatic(however you spell it) surgeon
5. fashion designer
6. underwater photographer

YEAHP, 6. hahaha. berangan je lebih. zzz. bell rang , waited for puck and sat at gate b while waiting for arissa. then we took a polaroid picture of all of us ♥ and then said 'thnk you puck*' out loud, mcm semua orang at once. hahahaha. sat and talked, then mel and her 'wise coin' was asking stupid questions. -.-' then they started to walk and they asked me to wait for a minute. so, we waited then walked, tengok2 they were just like meters away -_______-' hahahhahahahaha. so fast la you guys walk ♥ used the long way and yeah. not going for details. sampai rumah mars went up to her room. chit chat and then ate maggi then went up then vain vain vain. then watched the last song. SO SWEET :') and the last part yang dia nak pindah balik tu, made me cry lagi and mars said ' nevermind, he move to DU for you' hahah yeah nice mars (Y) FAVOURITE LINE OF THE MOVIE ' i like him more than alot' mcam awwwwwwwwwwww. hahaha. okay nak nangis dah igt balik movie tu. and we made videos, tunggu mars upload nnti i'll update, the next post will be pictures of today so yeah. see ya x

My lifesaverr

i am bored. and i like cheese but i should stop because its making me fat. HI ♥
school was so-so. now im so lazy to go swim but i ate cheese and crackers for lunch . oh sehnap. i dont know what to talk about dah mcm wha- . lets see my past failed attempts to do stuff liiiiike

1. reading the boyfriend list book
2. reading the last song
3. reading eclipse
4. reading twilight (yes i only read new moon smpi habis)
5. read.
6. and read.
7. pay attention in sejarah class

damn thts alot of reading. O.O *slaps forehead. such a lazy bummm, ohmygoooooosh, PUASA IS HERE. EKEKEKE >:) and raya. zz

lets see what i ate today, wait no. hahahah. i love grapes. dont you ? okay mcm tgh bebel sorang2. i need an A for my sejarah so i can get a g-shock watch since mine yesterday rosak because i swam and didnt take it off and i realised it during my 2nd lap. hahahaha. now its just empty. oooh. opah and atuk are coming and im bakiiiiiing (Y) lama gila tak bake, i just bought the gorgeous cake kit, THE WHOLE KOTAK IS FUHREAKING HOT PINK K ! and they gave pink cupcake cups, and a pink thingy majigy ! yay , im still in my uniform and its 640 pm . LOL. i dropped my phone yesterday at the badminton court now ada red scratches. kesian betul phone ni. yes i can finally go out with mah guuuurrlz this sunday ! tidak sabar. mcm geek oh, tdi edison was like a jungle, i swear, sam and yusof runnning around like monkeys, me, pah pah, zue, aina, azzah and eizz kat belakang duduk atas lantai buat kerja. hahaha image yg bagus (Y) then syafiq's bag was literally locked to the door. sumpah i salute zue gila ! okay la , i wanna shower. okay more like talk to puck, bye ;)

Go girrl, its yr birthday

me and soraya tried these shoes masa kat topshop haritu(gila tak ada kerja okay) and damn. i feel like mel :O

i want ,i want, i want. minus the shoes that make me feel like mel :p too much to handle ! hahah

I love you , I do

HIHEYHIHELLO (;

such an awesome weekeeeeend. and uh school today was ... zzz. let see what happened on saturdayyyy



I was suppose to wake up at 8 but i woke up at 845. LOL. but still sempat, averroes havent played yet. so i rushed grabbed my jersey and mama sent me to skewlz. saw the football batch dulu. cheeered like crazy for puck ♥



then we (me, tania and hanis) went up to dewan tertutup for i got talent. i screamed like mad. WEE. saw kuntaw. there were awesome, but i expected more :/ but they got to the finals ! yay them, OH AND I SAW TOOT DANCING MCM LOLWTF. if they werent PIBG's me, hanis and tania would go up already, two can play the game maaaaan. oooh sehnap.



turun balik, it was eintein vs averroes. yeah i was the only one cheering for averroes everyone around me was like '' GO EINSTEIN' im like 'GO PUCK*" hahahahaha. tak pasal pasal kena death stare dgn tania. LOL. habis game tu, we walked around searching for atish. hahaha i mean, hafiz. then jumpa, then i sat with puck before him going to the finals. chit chat. wished him goodluck. then mama sampai when finals started :( sorry i couldnt be there .



went home, tania followed. had subway. got ready for hartamas IU day. then we were kinda late mama had to rush to shah alam, so we had to follow. it was cool. 8) then we went to hartamas iu day. ttdi punya still the best. i .. nvm dont wanna blab it here. zzz. went home. then mama said nak makan korean kat kl. dah la so penat. so went to kl, tht place pindah to pavi, went to pavi pulak. and yeah the restaurant aint there. so we gave up on korean and went for japanese !



we ate at sakae sushi, then met soraya ! lama gila tak jumpa i imss you . walked around with her, we went to topshop, diva, and cotton on, forever 21 tk sempat :( food dah smpai. the only thing i ate was the soft shell crab and tamago (Y) haha then we head down for gelato. i got bubblegum flavour. so sedaaap.then lepak coffe bean. chit chat. went home around 1230 .



THE NEXT DAY

woke up at 11 and mama said we're having back-to-back movie day. O.O so went to ou and bought tickets for despicable me and sorcerer's apprentice. had lunch at delicious, then walked around. bought a bag from zara. so cute k. and tgh sale from MYR 70 i got it for MYR 30. hahaha. after that, went to cotton on, nothing new, forever21, yaya got the last hot pink glittery purse, i wanted to cry already :'( then masuk for movie despicable me (Y) then habis went to topshop. bought a crop top. hehe >:) i love sales ♥ then went in for second movie. then last stop was diva. then went home. so penat oso


TODAY

went to school mcm zzz. i swam 5 laps. O.O penat sgt, played football without shoes. sakit. then i pushed hakim til kaki dia luka. opps sorry. THEN, during my 2nd lap of swimming, i realised my watch isnt waterproof, so i opened everything and now my watch is empty. cool tak ! hahahahaha daddy said if i get an a fr sejarah, i get a g-shock glide or any g-shock i want. so .. im thinking. the end