N : who is this someone who's always in your head ?
S : oh he's just someone,
N : your boyfriend ?
S: no, someone else . you know him better than i do.
N : actually, theres no other person i know better than i know you

look what i found...........................

went out to Ou today. finally played bowling. We played 2 games, one with gate and the next one without. and of course like any other girl, i sucked at the 2nd game. Our names was
Kewl - Me
Hijo- Arissa
Bebi- Tania
Cha- Mel
Tokai- Aina

guess who won................. wait for it........ ME.
lol jk,tokai won. ish.
Hijo got really lucky and got a strike, with no gates. Cha had this strategy where you swing your arms in a straight line and let go. then you have Kewlz and Bebi yang main campak suka hati je (y)

I dont think you wanna hear about this anymore. bye.

yesterday morning. i woke up in tears. i was crying so hard. and no its not because of a boy. it was because of a shark. did a shark eat me ? No. Did I get attacked by it ? No. It was my pet. and it died. So, I know you guys are polly laughing your ass off. The 'x' button is just there k.

soo it started like this. i had a vision i found a dead baby in front of One World Hotel. Then all of a sudden Im in a parking lot, with my pet shark. so the lift was out of service we took the escalator. My shark bit someone's butt. LOL. k then turns out I have a new baby sister. So I was incharge of bringing her to my aunt's place. At the same time, my shark was running out of water. THIS IS THE SAD PART. i brought it to the toilet, I was filling up a bucket of water for it, when I turn around my shark is gone. My daddy put him in a cab, to my aunts place. so I carried the heavy bucket of water to the cab, unfortunately the stupid cab driver took off before I was even half way through. I had super speed powers in this dream B) so I chased the taxi but I couldnt find it. So my dad decided I bring my new born sister to my aunt's place and that he would find the taxi and meet me up there. So, as I was running to my aunt's place, I passed One World Hotel and got that vision again. The baby was slipping but I saved it (y) when I arrived to my aunt's place, I waited outside 'til my shark was back. Then I saw my dad, holding a plastic bag, with fish fillets in it. IT WAS MY SHARK. AND ITS DEAD. My bestfriend was dead. So that is when i woke up in tears. My maid asked why was I sobbing really hard in my sleep. I felt hurt :( like my bestfriend was gone. Al-fatihah and Rest in Peace My non-existent shark friend.

IM A SERIOUS ABOUT THIS DREAM. if you really knew me, Im the type who can really get these kind of dreams. + Im a pisces. Pisces = fish Fish= Shark Shark = Bestfriend

Sometimes 15 year olds behave like 3 year olds. really. Im not saying Im oh-so-very-mature but yknow. I used to think moving to other schools will make me smarter, but what I really realize is.. im just bored of seeing the same ol' faces. yes, im bored. honestly, keeping up with non-stop drama, when all I really want to do is live a care free life. Having no consequences whenever i do something. Not caring who wears what, do I look fat, or who's dating who. I just want to stay home and lay in bed with my bestfriend. Talk about the silliest things. bla bla bla not gonna happen.

im boring you.

http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F10%2F30%2Feducation%2F9764734&sec=education

'I have not even been comparing apple to apple. While the PMR English paper was taken by 15-year-olds, the ICAS English Reading Paper I was sat by Year Four Malaysian pupils and Year Three Singaporean pupils in private and international schools respectively'

wow. im ashamed.

2011

i have the sudden urge to blog again. i know what you're thinking, ' ala sekejap je ni' . s'okay. sometimes there's no one to talk to. A blog would do.

life after PMR isn't as interesting as it seems.... i just feel more lifeless. yknow? well my bestfriend Izza is in Bukit Jelutong now :/ i have to say i didnt really spend enough time with her, i didnt know she'd move away. i guess you'll never appreciate something 'til its gone. very true. Tania threw her the best farewell party. it was amazing how she pulled it off. Also, i met tons of new people. Hello new friends

V(^.^)

you never really know what life is gonna throw you, sometimes lemons, sometimes mango, might as well make fruit punch.

HEYYYYYY, im back ;)
so im going to run through what ive been doing these past few weeks.

PENANG
it was fun, ate rojak so many times til cannot see rojak anymore hahahaha, we went to the beach to look for 'remis' then i found a huge kerang which is about 3 or 4 times its normal size. LOL. we went to queensbay bought a owl necklace. hahahah finally :( im so lame. -.- then my flight back was actually on sunday -__- we met this very cool aunty while waiting for the plane. she's so nicee :B haha i bought chocolates, weee~ i thought i gained weight but nahh :P still my usual. but NEED TO LOSE MORE. k. then when we got out from the plane terus nmpk daddy MACAM CERITA HINDUSTAN. hahahahahha. oh yeah forgot to mention when it was take off, we were above the clouds and i cant help but notice this line of red clouds, im not kidding, it was reddish orange-ish. freeeeaky. tpi kat penang tk ada O.o

DADDYS HOUSE
spent time with aliff and all, i miss him.

TANIA'S SLEEPOVER
YEAHHH. it was fun :B i finally got my new guitar, the black fender :") i still havent picked a name for it yet, the kapok is joe. HAHAHA. back to the topic, arissa came to pick me up then we're off to tania's then turns out they were buying snacks so we actually walked with the guitar yes, we looked like street performers -__- there was this dude in a kancil like looking at us very weirdly, and a aunty in a avanza and anak dia pandang slack, sepak kang. HHAHAHA. arissa said we're selling shoes because she brought like 5 or 6 pairs of shoes nak bagi everyone. LOLOLOL. then we watched easy A, the exorcise (is that how you spell it ?) then we are pizza. made a cover. it was fuuuuuuuuun :)

KLUAR DGN IRRA
OMG GILA RINDU IRRA ! it was me, irra,yasmine, wina, amiera, devan, syafiq, nuzul, shazlan. we ate at bk then went window shopping, i finally bought the crop shirt from cotton on :') then went bowling, then batting cages. it was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun :B

yeah i think thts it kot -__- sad kan my holidays. damn i miss everyone. secretly cant wait for schooool, and new years sleepover at arissa's :B i shall post my new years resolution soon. til then. luv yah, SHA (justin bieber said love ya tht exact same way, HEHEHE i read his book)