N : who is this someone who's always in your head ?
S : oh he's just someone,
N : your boyfriend ?
S: no, someone else . you know him better than i do.
N : actually, theres no other person i know better than i know you

look what i found...........................

went out to Ou today. finally played bowling. We played 2 games, one with gate and the next one without. and of course like any other girl, i sucked at the 2nd game. Our names was
Kewl - Me
Hijo- Arissa
Bebi- Tania
Cha- Mel
Tokai- Aina

guess who won................. wait for it........ ME.
lol jk,tokai won. ish.
Hijo got really lucky and got a strike, with no gates. Cha had this strategy where you swing your arms in a straight line and let go. then you have Kewlz and Bebi yang main campak suka hati je (y)

I dont think you wanna hear about this anymore. bye.

yesterday morning. i woke up in tears. i was crying so hard. and no its not because of a boy. it was because of a shark. did a shark eat me ? No. Did I get attacked by it ? No. It was my pet. and it died. So, I know you guys are polly laughing your ass off. The 'x' button is just there k.

soo it started like this. i had a vision i found a dead baby in front of One World Hotel. Then all of a sudden Im in a parking lot, with my pet shark. so the lift was out of service we took the escalator. My shark bit someone's butt. LOL. k then turns out I have a new baby sister. So I was incharge of bringing her to my aunt's place. At the same time, my shark was running out of water. THIS IS THE SAD PART. i brought it to the toilet, I was filling up a bucket of water for it, when I turn around my shark is gone. My daddy put him in a cab, to my aunts place. so I carried the heavy bucket of water to the cab, unfortunately the stupid cab driver took off before I was even half way through. I had super speed powers in this dream B) so I chased the taxi but I couldnt find it. So my dad decided I bring my new born sister to my aunt's place and that he would find the taxi and meet me up there. So, as I was running to my aunt's place, I passed One World Hotel and got that vision again. The baby was slipping but I saved it (y) when I arrived to my aunt's place, I waited outside 'til my shark was back. Then I saw my dad, holding a plastic bag, with fish fillets in it. IT WAS MY SHARK. AND ITS DEAD. My bestfriend was dead. So that is when i woke up in tears. My maid asked why was I sobbing really hard in my sleep. I felt hurt :( like my bestfriend was gone. Al-fatihah and Rest in Peace My non-existent shark friend.

IM A SERIOUS ABOUT THIS DREAM. if you really knew me, Im the type who can really get these kind of dreams. + Im a pisces. Pisces = fish Fish= Shark Shark = Bestfriend

Sometimes 15 year olds behave like 3 year olds. really. Im not saying Im oh-so-very-mature but yknow. I used to think moving to other schools will make me smarter, but what I really realize is.. im just bored of seeing the same ol' faces. yes, im bored. honestly, keeping up with non-stop drama, when all I really want to do is live a care free life. Having no consequences whenever i do something. Not caring who wears what, do I look fat, or who's dating who. I just want to stay home and lay in bed with my bestfriend. Talk about the silliest things. bla bla bla not gonna happen.

im boring you.

http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F10%2F30%2Feducation%2F9764734&sec=education

'I have not even been comparing apple to apple. While the PMR English paper was taken by 15-year-olds, the ICAS English Reading Paper I was sat by Year Four Malaysian pupils and Year Three Singaporean pupils in private and international schools respectively'

wow. im ashamed.

2011

i have the sudden urge to blog again. i know what you're thinking, ' ala sekejap je ni' . s'okay. sometimes there's no one to talk to. A blog would do.

life after PMR isn't as interesting as it seems.... i just feel more lifeless. yknow? well my bestfriend Izza is in Bukit Jelutong now :/ i have to say i didnt really spend enough time with her, i didnt know she'd move away. i guess you'll never appreciate something 'til its gone. very true. Tania threw her the best farewell party. it was amazing how she pulled it off. Also, i met tons of new people. Hello new friends

V(^.^)

you never really know what life is gonna throw you, sometimes lemons, sometimes mango, might as well make fruit punch.