I JUST FREAKING MISS YOU OKAY ?

DECEMBER

can .. you .. believe .. it. it seems like it was just yesterday when i was laying on the hospital bed waiting fr my fish eye to be removed. it has been a year. one freaking year. times like this is when i start reminiscing happy moments ive been through this year while i build castles in the air. (macam new year punya post pulak) okay not really but. 2010 was fast, a little too fast dont you think ? i feel like theres something missing or just something i hvent been paying attention to. a part of me says tht i keep forgetting abt who i truly am. i mean, hve you seen me when i was 12 ? or better yet 13. things changed. and sometimes i think twice. change for the better or worst ? :/ who am i kidding, i dont even know who i was back then. well , more change is up ahead of me, turning 15 is a big thing. big number, bigger responsibilities, just .yeah. dont think im ever ready for PMR. ive been reading seventeen during lessons when i shouldve listen to teachers, i dont really deserve to be in Edison anyways. i feel like an outcast. but hey, when your parents tell you what they want and when you see that spark of hope you just have to do what you have to do. but next year, no one is ever gonna be able to under estimate me. i am going to change. this time for the good :)

I love it when we have long conversations about anything. I love it when we get to hang out together. I love it when we laugh about something completely stupid. I love it when we hold hands while sitting together. I love it when we just stand still hugging while ignoring the rest of the world. I love it when we create wonderful memories together. I love how comfortable I feel telling you that I love you every night before I sleep.

new cover :)

our bad side

our good side (Y)

mel : ni moustache officer !

Mel : ni moustache french !

Mel : oh shit lupa moustahce ! *last minute tarik LOL

tengok muka budak innocent tu psh

mehehe :D

yes people im at mel's house now, since havent updated my blog for awhile and the internet here quite laju and the laptop is big not like my stupid mini vaio i shall blog. so .. start cuti went a lil bit like this

YAYA'S BIRTHDAY PARTY

full of budak kecik i swear, it was a costume party though, so i became i pilot B) hell yeahz, so the cookies, and cake and cupcakes semua homemade by me and mars :D YAY US. got pretty good feedback on it. we had so much fun baking ;) will upload more photos soon. mehehe. so the party was fun. we had a reptile show. amir brought his tegu lizard and imran brought his gecko. O.O geli lah. haha theni had to organize games zzz then i had to perform zzz. and yeah practically it :D

SLEEPOVER AT RARA'S

right after the party me, yamin, sheila, and rara of course went to her place to have a sleeeepoveeerrrr. omg dah lama gila tak sleepover o.o we tumbled ALOT . laughed so hard, can feel six packs coming soon. hahahahaa. then we went to sunway the next day and ate 30 bucks worh of tutti frutti. yeaah. it was gooood. walked around and window shopped lah. when we went in to f21 i found this top on sale from 59 to 15 but i didnt take it, yamin bought it (Y) hahahhaha. okay menyesal sikit. then theres this floral dress from 79 to 40. i wanted to buy it but when i tried it on it was just bleugh. :/ then went to nichii kak muna bought a dress (Y) it looked so cuteee on her. we ate sushi at sushi zanmai. as per usual i ate my tamago sushi and soft shell crab temaki :D and yamin couldnt eat seafood then we made a joke (inside joke) too lazy to type mehehhee. then went home, did a cover of fifteen by taylor swift then a video on lagu baby by jb. LOL then turns out we slept over for another night. i love her fat cat tinkerbell. haa you fat thing. hahahahahah. woke up at 1230-ish the next day turun for breakfast then without lifting a single butt muscle we ate lunch. so damn kenyang weh. then sheila sent us home.

YAMIN SLEPT OVER. MEHEHHEHE

we watched the AMA's and saw JUSTIN BIEBER WIN 4 TIMES HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE. if mama and aunt yasmin werent sleeping i wouldve screamed. hahahahaha. omg he's so cute i just cant. ugh. yaya wasnt home so the house was alll ours . sort of. so yeah, yamin had to leave the next day jugak sbb mak yang nak amik

EDISON CLASS PARTYYYY

we all met up at pizza hut ttdi. omg rindunya everyoneeeee. hahaha after that we still had extra money so we all crashed tutti frutti, :D so we had 2 cars and there was 22 of us. go figure. hahahahhaahaa. 15 masuk alphard yana (Y) yang lain kereta aina :B can you imagine us getting out from tht car and having people look at us like whaaaa- ? hahaha . it was fun. then sampai tutti frutti we all had freee tutti frutti. mehehee. then we took a class picture.

OU

yeah went to ou with people. LOL. k tu je

SLEEPOVER AT MELS.

after ou we went to pj to watch this theatre which the title i may have forgot (yeah right kan mel :P) hahahaha it was funny lah, but it couldve been more funnier if we understood politics. yeah . haha then we had dinner at wendy's where i .. ate like a child, oh shush mel. went home had mcd fries :B then we watched a movie . going the distance where i slept half way through. hehehhehehee. then woke up around 1 the next day which is today or may i say yesterday because now its already 430 heheheh. went down for brunch then went back up and cyber stalk some interesting peopleee :B then got hungry went to ikea for dinner then we went to partyworld to find the candy lipbalm because yana said it was restocked but no. :( so we bought candy instead. I BOUGHT JOLLY RANCHERS. oh sedap k. and tht cry baby sour candy. oh psh. no sour candy can beat my taste buds except war heads which is now nowhere to be found since me heart candy dah tutup :( hmm. right so after that we went to popular to meet up with her family, saw some pretty interesting books. hahahaha. but i have to go book shopping with yana :( tk reti pilih buku lah, ish. hahah. went down for starbucks and head home. then bru plan me sleeping over another night and i did considering i was hyper mama just said yes. :B hahahha. so tadi we vained and watched scot pilgrim against the world. LOL STUPID MOVIE. and theeen around 330 to four mel tido, now its 444am and im still awake. hahaha maybe tido kot after this. so bye xx

ANYBODY NK BELIKAN ? :(

LOVE ♥

my seni paper tadi >:) mehehehehe

CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE IT SCHOOL IS OVER, IM QUITE DEVASTATED BUT .. can we not talk about it, i feel so lifeless with nothing to do. will blog soon. LOL ohyeah, this year's last day of school was NOTHING compared to last year punya :(

its a good monday, (Y) last monday of school and yeah. can you believe it ? tomorrow's the last day of school, OMG HEOXKJASIORFXQNPOXRUA. mehehe. 2010 was just to fast i swearrrr. next thing you know its my birthday :B HEHEHE. this year is like our last honeymoon year, next year kena belajar like seriously D: cannot read magazines under the table while teacher teaching, no more .. then we have to studyyyy :( PMR. ee OH SHIT, we have to return alllll 16 textbooks esok and nope, i dont hve all of em. shit doh kat rumah ada 9 je. MANA LAGI 7 . okay. freak out session dah habis. hhahaha. hm. what to blab about . oh during sivik test theres this dude nama dia abdul malik mydin, then i was like whoo the heckk ? then texted mama , mama said ' owner of mydin's store kot' im like 'lol really ma ? and sumbangan dia is bukaking a hypermarket called mydin ?' then mama was like ' maybe laaa, mydin mydin ni i dont fancy 'em' LOL MA. then i wrote pemilik hyperstore mydin , then cikgu adlan was like kepalahotak kau. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA. then he pretended like he was swimming the taiyob was like laut china selatan. then im like OOOOOOOOOOOOH. k . haha okay i wana search for my books now bye

this will be my houseeee(in 10 years)

i will prove to mankind these things are real, lol

i want that, just yeah. pleaseee

oh yeah my car will be secrely kept like this witgout my future husband knowing :)

hi ♥

sorry havent been updating, exams and crap. mehehe. oh and ive been heading to the library straight after school so yeah. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT SCHOOL ITS ENDING IN T MINUS TWO DAYSSSSSSS . this year, im quite happy. :) but not to mention sad 'cause its our last honeymoon year, next year pmr ;o im gon' dieee. haa so , theres been lots of downs lately like last week when i was actually single for 5 minutes. lol long story really. funny one to. all i know is THNK YOU ARIFAH FOR PICKING UP THE CALL AND THANK YOU MARS FOR MAKING ME BELIEVE. you changed and i like you now. really do like you. :) xo

want

very true

so .. i havent been online for.. a day. HAHHA. which was yesterday, well since everyone else is done with their finals, we ttdians (form 2) just started ours yesterday :B asking me how it was ? okay. it was .. k. just k. LOL. bm paper 2 was first , i did berita . and and heres the best part, salah format. weeee ! oh wow, so happy, then it was seni theory, these are the times i sometimes regret , why am i not it music or why did i quit music -_______- haa. but the paper was okay. i think, THEN TATABAHASA. ya allah. lain gila my answers and arifah's answers :( hmm. so after rehat we all went to the bookshop, tania wanted an eraser. then mars was like ' i want rubber. ' LOL so it went a lil bit like this at the bookshop

us : kak nk rubber

kak bookshop : yang mana ?

us : yang 50 puluh sen

haaa :') funny crap. if you dont get it then read it til you do. HAHAHA. then kat library, did some studying . bla bla. told hezriq the joke and lol. dah terer (Y) HAHAHAHA. okay so damn funny i cant type. it was like the joke of the day maaaaaaan. okay so today was .. science paper 2 and agama, both papers was just ok. yeah just okay. went to the library right after school , lemon walked me there with zaim (Y) sat at the cafe jap then went in, did an essay. bla bla. now im home, eating jelly belly and texting lemon, 8) .. yeah. xo

WOW. long time no blog. k hi. so last week. we went out for hanis' birthday. yeah you heard me, hanis. finally 14 ! hahahaha wee. it.was.fun. pure fun i tell you. though everyone was in skirts .. so. we watched you again. YA ALLAH. HILARIOOOOOOOOOOOUS. i was laughing so hard in the cinema k. then fn was like OMG MACAM YUSOF. LOL. because there was this chubby dude who was singing macam cop yusof. i swear. HI YUSOF. ehehe. then while everyone was on the way to fridays. they got distracted by the drum group downstairs so me and izza escaped :B hehehehe. we went to topshop, f21, anc cotton on. i bought the tye dye shoes and a studded top :B haa. then off to fridays, ate fried mac and cheese. which reminds me, i havent burnt tht off yet. LOL. been so busy with exams, and studying. padahal bru study tadi. LOL. i think i should stop now sbb nak tgk ema's byeee.

lol i got it from mars's blog (Y)

since im down in the dumps. i shall post pictures to make me .. happy. (at least) since the person who usually makes me smile shoved me to the dumps. k.

i want a unicorn, the ones that make me smile all the time. unlike you. :D

i want her legs, not to big not to small :B and loooooong loong legs hehehehhe >:)

that bag is so .. kewlllz

her shorts >:)

more to come later, this big laptop no fun ):

aku takda masa nak layan kau PMS.

okay bad mood right now sorry. didnt do anything today, read echoes. bukak buku sejarah for 5 minutes. main guitar. didnt mandi til it was 830 pm. k bye

stop it, its annoying :D

today was such a productive day. i actually studied maths (Y) and and, i went jogging and i jogged for 3 rounds. MEL SBB DIA COOL SGT JOG 2 ROUNDS NON STOP PSH. then while jogging , lemon was there. he was .. fast. he did his 5th ke 6th round when i was at my 3rd. like whatthe. i just stopped by the river with mars. el-oh-el hahahahha. you could say i was pretty hyper in school today :B and i feel like my memory is currently fading away, rasa macam takut sikit :s because i cmt remember wethere tht thing happened today or yesterday. im telling you im suffering from SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST.. tak nakk ): oh cant wait for this friday, ehek. daddy macam giving me the green light 'cause ive been studying and i need a day off :B still dont know what to buy for hanis. *blur face . OH OH. hm not doing anything esok. LOL. okayla probably waking up late and study after that. orr .. i could sleep early harini sbb yaya pushed me into the pool WITH MY SHOES ON -__- then wake up early and study fresh pagi pagi. AND petang can go jogging .. again . trying to jog everyday here (Y) and im really sleepy right now. sorry lemon i shall sleep now and if you call i will not answer :D omg so mean. k i answer .. zz. okay lah bye lah im cute lah. HAHAHA, OH oh thnks yana for the ring and bangle (Y) like , love itttt.

you are know reading from the almost so famous psychologist in the entire world .. SHA.

hahah hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. eh you, yes you lah duh. dont you sometimes just ask yrself where do you get all the images from the dream ? its like when youre dreaming, you're not dreaming of somewhere here, but elsewhere. images youve never seen before. pelik tak how yr imagination can get those images. i wanna know why we dream, i wanna know how we dream, i wanna know how to control our dreams, i wanna dream of being a dreamer by profession :) (ni post sebab mengantuk and tengah day dream B] )

MEL YOU SHOULD GET THIS BOOK (Y)

MEL I LAPARRRRR ! :(

ADORABLE TAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKK

Banana Hands

hiii ♥

sorry for not blogging these past few days. i know my blog not tht interesting like the life story of Melisa Faisal. LOL. what did i do on sunday ? OHHH. haaa. went to a birthday party with aina, and lemon was there with his sidekick. LOL. i dont know how to say it dah, BUT IT WAS FARNY. we were eating then lemon stood up then aina just went AHHH. (had to be there moment, but i just had to blog it) HAHAHHAHAHAHA.then then lemon's sidekick's face when lemon jump on him. PRICELESS :B i went jogging with mel after that, felt so energetic instead of doing 60 sit ups, i did 100. o.o then 3 rounds of jogging to macam embarresing sikit sbb on our third round, me and mel just went *thumbs down. then when we started jogging we saw hafiz, then kat tengah saw him again then dah nk habis saw him again, THATS HOW SLOW WE WERE ;) 1 round of mel and sha = 3 rounds for hafiz. good for you hafiz :D hahahahhaa. didnt do anyhing at school today, but thnk you lemon today dia gentleman sangat (: hahaha, omg cikgu ilisa , YES HI CIKGU KALAU TGH BACA :B asked me what i **** about lemon, -- what ? bg jawapan standard je ah. LOL. oh oh , i made all my fwenzz today pixels. ehehehhee, but i had to bring home some sbb patah :( i have to re-iron but tk sempat lagi. ehehe. I WILL HANIS, FARAH AND TANIA. I WILL. ahhaahaa. oh balik rumah tadi mama was still in batu gajah -_____- pukul 4 bru blik. heh. then went to ikano, budak budak kecik (yaya, emily, balqis, tasha kecik, + hakim [sesat]) nk pergi jumping castle thingy, IT LOOKS SO FUN, rasa nk masuk but :( over grown much ? TAKPE NEXT TIME I WILL. hehehe, went to this guitar store, saw such a beautiful piece (guitar) SO PRETTY PLEASE NK SANGAT BUT BUT ITS MYR 700 + :( then nk bedazzle dah MYR 1000 + haa sad sadd. then i went to padini, SAW THIS REALLY CUTE PINK RUFFLED DRESS, :'( another MYR 129. i need moolah mannn. then the skirt was HOT PINK, but it was macro mini, too short man, i aint no slut :B (siapa makan cili terasa pedasnya , oops. woof woof) then i walked to partyworld to get the candy lip balm.bought 1 hershey's milk chocolate, 1 watermelon jolly rancher, 1 bubble yum , 1 blue raspberry jolly rancher :B the chocolate sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap :) oh oh ! i think i learnt 3 songs today :B 1 ) fall for you 2) somebody to love and 3 ) favourit girl (onthewaylah) hahah so yeaah, OH OHOH ,I BOUGHT A NEW RED GUITAR PICK, ITS SO COOL. It goes through your thumb s it doesnt drop, macam ringggg (Y) (sorry jakun lah) k , dah, nothing else to blog abt, BYEEE x P.S. HAPPY 011110 ;B